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Friday, 11 September 2015, 02:23
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Dear Bloggie, So sorry for abandoning you for around 4 months D: Every time after I read somebody's blog I really feel guilty for my blog hahaha as I didn't update it often... Yeah I actually do admire people who update their blog often and I always imagine I can do it also since they can do it... But then it turns out that I can't (failure /.\ ).. Nahh whatever. I'm now here finally . WOOHOO (where's my firework for the comeback of me? LOL) Here's one of my thoughts of having a blog. Having a blog and to say out everything in the blog is a way of .... release the uncountable stress? Back then while I'm still a secondary school student, I really like blogging so much and I used to update everyday too. Even update two posts in one day. (I'M NOT KIDDING) I guess that are the times that I STILL ABLE TO SAY EVERYTHING AS I'M STILL YOUNG. (NO I'M NOT OLD T.T) You know... When you are young you actually dare to do anything because you don't know what is fear. And when you are young you still have the courage to do anything. So i guessed that's why I have the guts to say out everything when I'm young. But now...... It's kinda funny to me I don't know why. Like, people is getting more timid when they are growing into another phase. I USED TO be like a happy kid in past. I USED TO . I EMPHASIZE IT . USED TO. I hate crying. I hate flighty. I hate being cute. I hate being like a girl where I actually am a girl. That's why I rather to be a happy kid than any one of these stupid options. I rather being bully by anyone because I know it's kinda of jokes and it could create happiness to people around me. I love bringing happiness to people because i want to share with them. But then I realize how stupid it is. Like, no matter how much effort you pays , there's still no one willing to understand you the reason of doing it. At some point I even questioned myself why must I the one who do it ? Why can't be others? Why no one will treasures me after I give so much efforts on it ? WHY? And I really, really, really envy those people who really have best friends in their life (or we should known it as BAE in this era) .. They will like be together anytime, do any stupid things together, cry together laugh together or just anything. Just together... That's why I adore <Tiny Times> movie series so much. I don't care the hell is there any real friendship in real life but then I actually do believe it. I adore people who treasure their friends more than anything in their life. It's pretty hard in this era right? After I go to KL study I only realize .. People actually are more hard to understand compared to my secondary school's friends. So to find a true friend in this busy city is actually freaking hard. But luckily I choose right subject to study therefore I do met many friends. But friends who can share anything with me is still hard to find... hmmm. I guessed this post is pretty long huh? Well I'm happy though. At least I finally willing to say out things I wished to say but then no one can actually listen to me HAHAHA. I hoped I will be able to update soon as I finally willing to update now LOL. Sincerely, Gollie
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